Revelation

She now knows that she's not a good storyteller. She gives up too easy. She now knows that she can't even work as a low-responsibility employee. She gives up easy. She now knows that she can't have real friends. She gives up too easy.
She should do something more useful, they say. She doesn't like to work, they say. She's a loser, they think, but they never say. Why? What are they afraid of? Are they afraid of losing a loser so-called friend who is always there if needed, who always has a penny if there's one missing, who always has a smile for you even when things aren't exactly good? It is easier to shut up, and take advantage of what's left.
Suck it all out until the last fucking drop. That's the way things work nowadays. Get used to it, loser!
Is it time for shut-down? 1:30, no collapse.

Hell. I guess you just can't call a revelation something that you've known for a long time. I better look for a new title.